Tatlong Araw

One of my favorite songs by Parokya ni Edgar. Well it’s not really the case for me, it’s been almost four months since I got rid of all the stress (and the money) to the chagrin of people who’ve been leeching depending on me. I’m a little bit worried about what the future may bring, but when you’re living for the moment who cares right?

The SO has been worried about my health because I’ve been staying up very late everyday it’s almost like I’m only sleeping every other day. I’m not really doing anything in particular, well blogging, yeah, and some other personal projects. But the idea of sleeping only when I’m on the verge of collapsing is fucking awesome. You sleep dreamless sleeps and you sort of pass out the moment your head touches your pillow.

For almost 120 days now, I’ve been doing whatever it is I felt like doing interrupted only by the necessary errands ordered by she-who-must-be-obeyed. I’ve been fishing every weekend too which is really awesome by the way. Some folks fish to get away from the stress brought about by their daily work. But when you’re fishing and you don’t have any stress to speak of? Bliss man, absolute fucking bliss.

Sorry for the cussing. I don’t know why but when I was driving back home after one of those errands (haaay) I felt like cussing. I wasn’t angry or anything, perhaps I just felt like imitating one of my former mates who cusses like a pirate when he gets drunk. In english. Fuckin’ A. That’s what he likes to say.

Anyway, back to the song. Don’t you think it’s kinda sad when you’re only happy 3x a week? Not that such was the message of the song but in a lot of cases I know, even a thrice weekly happiness cycle is quite rare. People are mostly miserable. Shit, when I was working I was miserable 5x a week. True I got more money then than things to buy (wahaha) but it couldn’t buy me any frigging happiness. I still felt miserable every single day.

Oh well, no need to take that bus.